Global Haiku • Spring 2022
Dr. Randy Brooks

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Emma Antonelli

Forest of Dreams

by
Emma Antonelli

 

 


happy home
with closed curtains
don't look


chasing through
the forest of dreams
blindfolded


alcohol breath
cigarette smoke
he won't change


wilted wild flowers
over grow
the play house


crumpled love letters
shoved in
my father's desk


chrysanthemum covered swing
life and death
sit together


unraveled lunar moth
eager to catch up
to the moon beams


empty desk
I wish I'd known
what troubled you


fading scar
the hum of crickets
is clear now


MUD

Do you think you think you’re a good person? I know that I at least try. Even if it just holding open the door. Do other people see me that way? Do I even want other people to see me that way? I don’t want to be walked all over but not seen negatively either. Is there balance in between? The yin and yang of being a well-rounded person, being nice but not a door mat. Was I seen as a good person as a door mat? I don’t feel like I have it in me to be mean. Well not mean but standing up for myself. Would standing up for myself make me a bad person? Maybe I don’t mind being a bad person if it means no more footprints.

brushing off 
the footprints 
on her back 


scattered puzzle pieces
two wedged together 
we don’t match

 


bakery display case
his reflection smiles
that’s what I want


first real date
stuck at the top
of the ferris wheel

 


mouth closed tight
holding the wriggling eels
in my throat


family heirloom
holding values 
that I do not

 


dirty plushie pet
she refuses to wash
the memories out


© 2022, Randy Brooks • Millikin University
All rights returned to authors upon publication.